Sinking, Raw, Shaking, Loss

I'm sinking, my thoughts pulling me under Thanks for the new improved chemical imbalance drugs (said sarcastically, with shiny enthusiasm and positive energy!!) I'm like an iceberg now Big ass, small torso, tiny dino brain What was wrong with me that made sedation necessary? Oh right, I was traumatized by my life. These pills make…

Pounding Office

My heart is pounding. I'm sitting waiting at the doctor's office the feeling from this morning returns. The pounding that is almost like a choking up feeling in my throat. I appear to be sitting calmly. I have run a race I'm starting to gasp for air.