Obviously, I don’t get it.

He puts his head down as I talk He never responds when I ask questions Obviously, my questions hurt him His soul is a one celled organism Speaking to no one hearing only attack, slight, and complaints. I want to know because I don't understand. I do not want or intend to hurt him. Getting…

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Five appointments

My case worker came to pick me up yesterday She is becoming more human less stiff and more compassionate now that she gets it, my chaos is constant. With Bear's hospitalization 60 miles away with no actual date of release, my drop and twitch moments and my drop moments coming more and more frequently No…

Waiting (December 22, 2015)

Waiting for an appointment can be like waiting for spring or triple A, when I've locked my keys in the ignition with the engine running. Knowing that eventually the gas is going to run out Or, it can feel like watching your old business cards burn in a fireplace. Once the paper catches, the white…