Rule number one Do not start the day with two pseudo seizures. This does not bode well for the day Rule number two On that same day do not take one's sick bear to the emergency room. Rule number three Wait in the car, do no try to be supportive to one's bear because you…
Morning Angry
I woke up this morning angry enough to chew nails and spit bullets. Sounds kinda Marvel comicesque but my jaw was sore (from bruxism) when I woke up from an angry swearing dream, where I was arguing with demons from my past. (Not actual demons, just people I don't feel like naming anymore) This dream…
Random
Some days I believe the "world is my oyster ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha" but I know it as the Frankie Goes to Hollywood Quote. not the quote from Shakespeare The Merry Wives of Windsor To Plato: It takes so much more effort to complete the…
Finishing a project? Really????????
I took
Girlie outside (what was I thinking?) My brain said it would be okay, but I knew I had a limit to the time I would be okay out there. I started pulling weeds in the garden. Until I found the queen anne's lace plant I knew not to pull. I was squatting so I thought…
Loosening Up Exercise — The Sandbox Writing Challenge Part 3
https://promptlings.wordpress.com/2016/02/22/loosening-up-exercise-the-sandbox-writing-challenge-part-3/ Now on to the loosening up exercises. List 1: What words would you use to describe your spouse, partner, or best friend? eager, helpful, playful, shy, enthusiastic, List 2: What words would you use to describe your enemies those with whom you have a personality clash? narcissistic, manipulative, oppositional, petty, vindictive List 3: What…
AHHHH!
Update I got one call back from a therapist just checking on me and I called my psychiatrist back about my sinking depression that may have been caused by my new Latuda or the decrease in Paxil. I think it was the decrease in Paxil. So, my Paxil went back up and I got to…
I resisted the diagnosis -Mental Diary
I denied it. My ex used to say it like he was some kind of specialist. He also would say it as a kind of accusation a curse word "Bi-polar" with his British accent. "Bi-polah" while he laughed at me in front of the kids. I used to tell him he would die alone, not…
FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
I have coping skills that make me hard to diagnose. I will use my anger toward the (!!($%%%$) who stole my credit card to pull me out of my creeping depression, yeah, righteous indignation and finger waving with a stomp of the foot to prove that I'm only half functional Son of a pickled frog…
Update List
I had my EEG. I see the neurologist on Tuesday. I have a new therapist. He has a clue and a sense of humor. I have a new psychiatrist with a different style without a god complex. I have a therapist waiting in the wings and another alternative psychiatrist in case I can't take the…
Amanuensis Sobriquet-Reverie 