An Online Family: Loss

I never know what to say
I have feelings of a dread
when I should feel relief for her

No more pain
I am selfish to want
another conversation
another look into her life
her perspective, her struggle
with mental illness devastating depression

There is so much unsaid
I’m a day late for her
online memorial.

https://ourlivedexperience.wordpress.com/2016/09/10/world-suicide-prevention-day-goodbye-ulla/?blogsub=confirmed#blog_subscription-3

https://proudlybipolar.wordpress.com/2016/09/07/losing-ulla/

https://normalisoutthere.wordpress.com/2016/09/10/world-suicide-prevention-day-2/

An Invitation: JOIN ME on SEPT 10th to Honour ULLA’s Life

https://myspanglishfamilia.wordpress.com/2016/09/06/an-invitation-join-me-on-sept-10th-to-honour-blahpolars-death/