My eldest surly reverie has
posted a cry for help
a goodbye on instagram
Why can’t I find my boy?
He’s replying in letters
not sentences
like he’s drunk
on misery
Depression, ADHD, anxiety, bipolar
mood swings unchecked by
a stabilizer because
it makes his
mornings
groggy
Better sluggish than struggling
to stay alive, of course
a mother would want
her child to out
live the
parent
What I want is no longer relevant
He must make the choice to
live and fight for his
life be it dark
or light
Amanuensis Sobriquet-Reverie 