Still coping

My crisis nurse informed me of that April gift not the impending spring or the increase of sunshine Yes Easter candy is 90% off

4:56:78am

4:56:78 seconds I woke up to a rustling sound coming from not in my room It took a while for reality to kick in, not instantly but, I also noticed a light reflected in the window of the breakfast room. The refrigerator was ajar (not a pot or a plate) and kept swaying back and…

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24 Partial Sanity list- Long and sad, so get tissues or read it another day

I said I would not post today because it is one of my high anxiety days, but fell asleep last night in Girlie's room watching her breathe, so I'm posting today. I'm sorry. I startled awake on my left side at 2 am face down on my hand in front of my computer a car…

Updateish, My birthday

My conditions are permanent they say. I say they are permanent until, my doctor comes up with a new diagnosis, like married-itis or workaholic syndrome, have you heard of this new one: Iusedtogiveashit but my ex has SheshoulddoitallwhileIblameherforeverythingsheruinedmylife. Today is my birthday. Yesterday was my ESR's birthday My mother's birthday is in two days I'm…

Now I celebrate

Tofutti peanut butter chocolate syrup A sleeping, walking child she took four steps today I completed my sonnet I completed my collage I walked outside in the daytime and didn't have a panic attack. We buy our house tomorrow I will have a studio again I will have peace again I'm not running away, I'm…

Platform fatal errors

I wrote a response to a blog by Cecelia whose platform for blogging reviled me I gushed on the page, but I couldn't gauge what I'd done to deserve such treatment "Fatal error..zephyr-comments.php" Your comment form ate my response. Flighty, I wrote a poem that joked about it. I wanted to make contact I felt…

I was looking for a polite way to insult someone

I was looking for a polite way to insult someone and have come to the conclusion that there is no way. My overactive guilt complex alerted me to the fact that it is offensive to insult anyone, even when they deserve it. Darn, I was really looking forward to calling someone a "Ding-Dong," until I…