4:56:78am

4:56:78 seconds I woke up to a rustling sound coming from not in my room It took a while for reality to kick in, not instantly but, I also noticed a light reflected in the window of the breakfast room. The refrigerator was ajar (not a pot or a plate) and kept swaying back and…

Updateish, My birthday

My conditions are permanent they say. I say they are permanent until, my doctor comes up with a new diagnosis, like married-itis or workaholic syndrome, have you heard of this new one: Iusedtogiveashit but my ex has SheshoulddoitallwhileIblameherforeverythingsheruinedmylife. Today is my birthday. Yesterday was my ESR's birthday My mother's birthday is in two days I'm…

Now I celebrate

Tofutti peanut butter chocolate syrup A sleeping, walking child she took four steps today I completed my sonnet I completed my collage I walked outside in the daytime and didn't have a panic attack. We buy our house tomorrow I will have a studio again I will have peace again I'm not running away, I'm…

Platform fatal errors

I wrote a response to a blog by Cecelia whose platform for blogging reviled me I gushed on the page, but I couldn't gauge what I'd done to deserve such treatment "Fatal error..zephyr-comments.php" Your comment form ate my response. Flighty, I wrote a poem that joked about it. I wanted to make contact I felt…