Dame’s Rocket

That's the name of the most beautiful sweet scented flower that bloomed free in the back yard of my old house. Not short it grows vertical almost overnight well I probably didn't notice while I was chasing babies in that century home. My habit is to pull weeds that could be goldenrod I have friends…

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Odd Quotes

Any sculptor worth her salt carries tools in her purse. -Anonymous   When in doubt, weld the hell out of it. -Anonymous   The best way to check your welds is to throw it down a flight of stairs. -My college welding teacher   The best sculptors all had a trade to support themselves; I'm…

One of these days

One of these days I should try to find out what happened to the cheesy horror film movie reviewer from the Friday newspaper magazine insert who used to have the following criteria for movies: (Please forgive my aging memory- Klonapin induced amnesia of the 1980's blocks of time are just evaporating) Boob count or nudity Blood…

The Weekend

I spent the weekend resting if you can call it that tossing and turning never getting comfortable but not exerting myself. These 2am mornings are something else. I tried to stay up late (9:30pm) and for that I was gifted with a 2am wake up dream. Sigh, I'm really very tired of this. When it…

A Small List

Continued from the previous post Anne LaMott. Thanks M_______ for sending the book to me. Insomnia works in my favor here. I have time to read a book though it feels like slow torture to be awake when the world is asleep. Thanks again for saving me from clean ing though I should try to…

Awake

I should not be awake it is 1:something in the morning I slept for most of the afternoon and my schedule has flipped flipped its lid flipped over the edge flipped down the path of least resistance or has it slipped into consciousness instead of my unconscious.

Task List

Freak out about the change in my prescription plan that makes my old anti-depressant cost $190. Done- Start weaning myself off old anti-depressant after getting advice from the internet. -Done Start taking small amounts of new anti-depressant. -Done Stop ADHD medication cold turkey -Really Done Visit My Neurologist -Done Find a new primary care provider…

Off to Neurology I Go

Six am I'm getting picked up at Nine am to see my neurologist I'm showered not panicked yet about to get medicated and yet I can't put the laptop down. Nervous yes, but I washed my hair did not oil it (but oiled myself instead my skin is shedding like my dog's hair used to…