Wake up Roll over yawn like a baby feet on floor stand up walk to the bathroom shower on hot find underwear walk into the steam find t-shirt clean glasses though mini drops of water coat my lenses find pants stand in the shower look for a towel shiver drip on the floor hot water…
Girlie
She calls herself,"Baby" as she holds me and pats my back with those little fingers Half the size of my large paws delicate pudgy toddler hands Laughing with motion and caressing she cups my cheek, stares into my eyes and says,"You o-kay?" Yes Baby, I'm okay. Are you okay? "Woof-woof," she barks and licks my…
Back to School
http://www.learningliftoff.com/how-do-you-teach-math-you-dont-know/#.V8yEnIV707A The boys have been at school since August 15th. Yippee -kai-aaaa! Not really The mornings are rough, "Get up, get up, get up You're going to miss class where is your laptop? Have you charged the computer? Don't you have an alarm clock? Do you know how to set it? Why not? I am…
A Good Day
On a good day nothing happens I wake up pain free feeling rested then water my garden and weed until I hear Girlie saying, "Whereareyou?" (Whe Ah Yoo) in the direction of her window wondering if I subconsciously chose to create a world directly outside my daughter's window Sweet child makes me smile My…
Sounds
When sending a 14 year old outside to do chores one should assume that unless you are with them, they will break something. Or, make you break something. He was just supposed to split up the logs. Is it really that hard? Insert wedge hit with maul, repeat, repeat, repeat He yodels the "Zena, Warrior…
Slamming the Door on a Dream

A door slammed and heavy footsteps woke me my eyes flew open as consciousness hit me in the head. The dream of my friend turning himself into a frog and my arguing with my mother over the size of the container we put him in in the kitchen of my old house made me realize…
Breakfast
Girlie was channeling a dolphin this morning. The squealing was from joy not distress but still painful to my ears none the less. She finished her third bowl of cereal then poured her milk in the high chair tray, splashing is part of her fun in any liquid. Naptime came and she was impossible to…
Girlie Sits

Like a big girl at the counter eating her cereal. Adamant refusal to sit in her high chair but pulling herself up three feet to sit on a high metal bar chair brought in for me to sit on in the kitchen while making biscuits with a screaming backache The Silent Sentinal noticed that she…
Geese

Girlie has become quite the singer. The words are shuffle stumbled, but the tune is becoming evident. Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star was heard one night along with Itsy Bitsy Spider, which has me hoping she doesn't catch any more spiders and hand them to me. Her joy of mimicry has me laughing out loud when…

I want my Paxil back I want Paxil and a new back I want my old back back and Paxil I want my innocence back so I won't need Paxil I want to not feel pain, while I take Paxil I want to dream of being pain free though Paxil will take my dreams I…