Head, Shoulder, Knees and Toes

Tingling toes legs knees and thighs The occasional pulse of pain radiating down my left leg ending at my kneecap. OWW My back frozen in place is the source of today's misery. Wiggling my toes and moving my feet are the first steps of waking up my back. Left leg rotation drag my left foot…

I

Just turned into a pumpkin. Poof! Gotta Go See Ya Later Time flies when you're having fun No, I don't have a self portrait of myself as a pumpkin. Interesting thought though.

Girlie Sits

Like a big girl at the counter eating her cereal. Adamant refusal to sit in her high chair but pulling herself up three feet to sit on a high metal bar chair brought in for me to sit on in the kitchen while making biscuits with a screaming backache The Silent Sentinal noticed that she…

Task List

Freak out about the change in my prescription plan that makes my old anti-depressant cost $190. Done- Start weaning myself off old anti-depressant after getting advice from the internet. -Done Start taking small amounts of new anti-depressant. -Done Stop ADHD medication cold turkey -Really Done Visit My Neurologist -Done Find a new primary care provider…

Near the lake

I woke up at 3:33 this morning an all time low When my bear came in the bedroom with dinner last night I asked him about the time, because it is becoming hard to keep track of it. He said that during his break from work he noticed that I wake up a the pre-crack…

Five AM

  I've been up for two hours fretting about doctors and their bed side manners or lack thereof A tear fell as I remember this past week in bed, in pain wanting to work wanting to walk wanting to pick up Girlie I got stuck with my arms over the top of her crib. She…

Note to Self

Do not find things to do in the middle of the night to fight insomnia. The basement is a dangerous place for you- you budding pyromaniac. Those boxes of old patterns are extremely flammable. Cleaning with fire is a bit drastic. Water is not enough when they spill flaming from the wood burning stove. Asbestos…