My pain woke me In my dream I met Robert at a hotel where he proceeded to heave all over the bathroom there were toilets on both sides of the room but the one on the far wall just overflowed when I flushed it I argued that his little son David needed to have a…
This morning I hopped out of bed, not so bright eyed or bushy tailed Pleased though, Girlie finally settled to sleep on the beanbag next to the bed Sleeping with a five year old the size of a six year old who must hold onto a body part my body part to feel safe and…
I promised myself I would go outside everyday this season In a struggle of my own creation I check for humans then I open the door An hour later I find my cellphone is dead the bluetooth headset hugs my neck in case I need help or company in the weeds of my own design…
It's time No sounds can stop me I shouldn't stall anymore No conversations are happening I'll vote by myself then dig in the dirt I wish I never had to do anything else
The Silent Sentinel said, "You've got really bad taste in men!" So that caught me off guard I had to count to ten Tell me something I don't know. Artists and their delusions of passion sex and living in the moment "If I could go back in time and never marry your father I would"…
My crisis nurse informed me of that April gift not the impending spring or the increase of sunshine Yes Easter candy is 90% off
(This is a summary post about my general health. Not for the faint of heart.) Scratching the cluster of hairs on my chin My thoughts divide 1. why are five hairs there now? 2. how do I keep from obsessing while I wait for test results? 1a. I am of the age where "unsightly facial…
Red hot poker of pain woke me a long emotional draining dream I was confused couldn't remember what was real or just one of my special dreams The baby girl in question was mine I gave birth to her because I remember I was there the question of who her father is was the main…
North Eastern United States September 16, 2016 Dear Anxiety, I know we have been together for most of our lives, but I think it's time we cut the cord that ropes us together to the tracks with the locomotive coming. Any way I look at it, one of us is going to be thrown under…
All the time in the early morning crickets are chirping roaring silence Yeah just like that no cars, just nature sounds Yesterday was surreal sitting outside a courtroom holding Girly No one could come to watch her so she came with me us to the hearing We waited outside for the lawyers to talk about…
Amanuensis Sobriquet-Reverie 