Go jump in the lake, October 11, 2016

An altercation with an unseen assailant pushed me into a body of water I'd rather avoid Terrified of water, I swam Where I don't know the shore disappeared as soon as I got wet Fearing that I would die I kept moving so I would not succumb to hypothermia It is cold, the water is…

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Circular Dreams

"Mommy, would you answer the phone?" The Silent Sentinel's request woke me from a not so pleasant sleep. The phone rang it was my ex husband. Sigh, there are things I hate waking up to and he is one of them. The call of course being about My Child, who left his medicine here this…

I want my Paxil back I want Paxil and a new back I want my old back back and Paxil I want my innocence back so I won't need Paxil I want to not feel pain, while I take Paxil I want to dream of being pain free though Paxil will take my dreams I…

Bread Crumbs

I was thinking about leaving a written trail of bread crumbs for someone to find. A list of items, memoirs, notes and photographs that explained my actions. Then I remembered, my anonymous blog is a trail of bread crumbs. My crumbs drop behind me as I walk into the leaves the crunch swish of yellow…

Clear Water dreams

I keep having a dream that I'm lost on my way to my new home, driving around the curves and down into the valleys and around the bend until I drive into the water that is running across the road. The water becomes a lake and I fear how far I will have to swim…

Miasma

I read a little and drift off to sleep floating in the miasma that is my brain airplane noise over head birds in trees in the rain trucks and cars pass on a wet road we are not in the flight path that was a large jet coming from where? Why do I still hear…

My name was called

by four different voices just the name there was no shaking of a shoulder nor tapping of a toe no morning baby babble just the sound of my name in my ears as if my four dreams coalesced and each participant needed my divided attention. I turned my head with each sound until I had…