Five AM

  I've been up for two hours fretting about doctors and their bed side manners or lack thereof A tear fell as I remember this past week in bed, in pain wanting to work wanting to walk wanting to pick up Girlie I got stuck with my arms over the top of her crib. She…

I want my Paxil back I want Paxil and a new back I want my old back back and Paxil I want my innocence back so I won't need Paxil I want to not feel pain, while I take Paxil I want to dream of being pain free though Paxil will take my dreams I…

Got up, still stuck

Last Saturday Just don't bother reading this. I'm whining, because my painkiller is not working. Eight paragraphs summed up into a three sentence summary. Oww! Painkiller is supposed to kill the pain, not cause sobbing and mind fuzz. I called a "rubberband" a plastic bag and "onions" eggs today and that was before the double…

I’m up and doing yoga day 1

Moving in the morning makes my eyes water. Knees bent one-two -three up go the legs flat feet on the bed. Less burn in the back, texting break while blood flows to all the important parts. Two out of four children have been reached out to. Girlie is blissfully sleeping with Woof-woof, bunny and I've…

Tuesday Taking Stock LIst

Awake-In a sense Coherent-trying to be Ready to get up-Oh not really at all Feel like I’ve been rolled over by (a bunch of really mean eight year olds) Have phone, will travel-almost dead Ready for breakfast-I bought grits therefore, I will eat grits Water-I forgot to buy that yesterday Pain level (on a scale…

Monday Taking Stock LIst

Awake-UGH! Coherent-willbewhenthewordsstarttoseparate Ready to get up-ugh! Feel like I’ve been rolled over by (a bicycle) Have phone, will travel-full charged Ready for breakfast-Kix and fruit Water-Bottled water is good, bottled water is good, bottled water is good Pain level (on a scale of 1-10) – 9 pinching after 600mg. Ready for a nap – nevermore…

Saturday Taking Stock List

Awake-yup Coherent-yup Ready to get up-done Feel like I’ve been rolled over by (a brigade of ladybugs) Have phone, will travel-not lost yet this morning Ready for breakfast-Done Water-Chocolate soy milk Pain level (on a scale of 1-10) – 3  Laundry, play on the floor and do some carving. Ready for a nap – missed…

Friday Taking Stock List

Awake-uh-huh Coherent-yeah Ready to get up-maybe Feel like I’ve been rolled over by (insert vehicle of your choice, an Eagle Summit Hatchback) Have phone, will travel-slept on it, 50% power Ready for breakfast-More grits, probably oatmeal instead Water- Oh yeah, drink something.  I prefer orange juice Pain level (on a scale of 1-10) – 11 No…

Thursday Taking Stock List

Awake-for hours and hours Coherent-mildly incoherent Ready to get up-hell no Feel like I've been rolled over by (insert vehicle of your choice,  18 wheeler.) Have phone, will travel-got it attached to the hip Ready for breakfast-yes, but the lady bugs don't deliver Water- Shriveling very dehydrated, drink more Pain level (on a scale of…