Infection

I have endometritis. This link has two descriptions. The description by the March of Dimes explains some of the symptoms. "Endometritis is infection of the endometrium, the lining of the uterus (womb). Bacteria that cause endometritis grow in the uterus lining, at the spot where the placenta breaks away after birth. The placenta grows in…

The Falling Season

I'm not a clutz but I look like one recently I have been falling a lot. My culprit is my back spasms that come out of nowhere they are triggered by movement strain, walking, sitting while sleeping or waking. My favorite spasms are the screaming spasms that remind me of my brother's charlie horses when…

Got up, still stuck

Last Saturday Just don't bother reading this. I'm whining, because my painkiller is not working. Eight paragraphs summed up into a three sentence summary. Oww! Painkiller is supposed to kill the pain, not cause sobbing and mind fuzz. I called a "rubberband" a plastic bag and "onions" eggs today and that was before the double…

There I was

watching one of the many batman movies and without warning I found my self sobbing loud, uncontrolled wake up the household sobbing. The fire in my back was exacerbated by being on my stomach watching a movie in bed, the perfect place the wrong position. I couldn't stop the flow of tears and I could…

This morning

I cried on my laptop. I promised myself I would not soak another electronic device. It is just a matter of time before I cause the sizzle, zap, poof of death to another piece of technology. How many tears does it take to fry a mother board. Does the CPU have a tear shield for…

I crashed this week

Thought hospitalization would help fix something, anything. I never got there. I called for help, but this is the time of year when everyone has parents in hospice or recently died or are terminally ill. I am not that sick, therefore I am not a priority. Suck it up sweetheart and try to put one…

There is relief

There is relief from back pain a couple needles underneath the skin in weird places that don't seem to relate but do make a difference I feel like a pin cushion while I listen to relaxing music humming along to drown out the conversation across the hall I need to bring ear plugs, but then…