Uxorial Bliss (Anger alert)

Uxorial Bliss http://www.oxforddictionaries.com/us/definition/american_english/uxorial Disclaimer: This blog may be considered to be less than friendly, be warned. The thing is once you say "I do" to the wrong person in front of God, family and whatever friends you may have in attendance The state, your minister your family and your "friends" (I say that in parentheses…

Ghost Cat

Ghost cat woke me by repeatedly walking across my feet to wake me from my sleep. (I checked there were no mice having a party at the end of my bed.) What a surprise I have a new friend Better to have a ghost feline for a friend than nightmares that wake me up gasping…

Crack

I've started waking up at the crack of dawn. No, the spine of dawn. The crack is a bit lower and I'm talking middle of the night time here. That pleasant time where you have to remain silent or you could wake a sleeping Girlie. The Sentinel and the Bear seem to sleep like babies,…

Avoidance

Sure, procrastination is part and parcel of the anxiety disorder that many of us struggle with. I write there- fore I do not clean organize or plot my course in life ahead of time. I hide under the covers of a blog soft, fluffy and warm waiting for the call to get me out of…

Not

"Not quite right in the head," Deanne, makes me think we are sun creatures who should hibernate with the bears, frogs, toads and other Spring/Summer creatures. The slowing down of the brain and the slowing down of the heart rate while slowing down the care for self makes me sure I should be a sloth…

These Days

Author's note: It is fall cleaning time again and I found this sitting on my desktop and decided it needed to be completed or filed away for a later date. These days I wake up with my heart pounding. Prednisone, Tylenol with codeine #3, Viibryd, Klonapin (Clonazepam) Adderall (Amphetamine Salts) and I keep seeing things…

Is there a medicine woman out there?

My body shifted by four days a 23 day cycle is nothing to laugh at result: anemia acupuncture emotional release reset talk therapy garden therapy lack of sleep grief, guilt, bad news, mini ocular mushroom cloud migraines have a golden color in the pitch black inside my head terror, hyperventilation and a panic attack during…

Day 3: Step by trip, by step

Pound, pound, pound, pound knock, knock, knock, knock bang, bang, bang, bang my heart is pounding in my head Acetaminophen with codeine side effect mild, but effective at waking me up Fiddle, fiddle, rattle, rattle, tap, tap, knock, knock, Girly knocks at her safety gate, safety gate, safety gate, is she trying to climb it…