Baby Mimicry

I try not to be mean and I think Girlie understands that I'm trying to push her use of consonants. I had her ask using mimicry, after she finished breakfast this morning: "Mommie- mah-may and- an Daddy- dah-day I'm- Ahm done- Duhn eating- Eaten so- o could- cood you- yu let-leh me-MEEEEEEEE out-OWWWWWWWT of-uff the-thuh…

Five appointments

My case worker came to pick me up yesterday She is becoming more human less stiff and more compassionate now that she gets it, my chaos is constant. With Bear's hospitalization 60 miles away with no actual date of release, my drop and twitch moments and my drop moments coming more and more frequently No…

It felt good until…

Friday I managed to do some thing too much of something I did a full day's work almost and got myself exhausted and had to be taken to the hospital in an ambulance. Why, oh why can't I remember to stop while I'm ahead. It felt so good to feel capable again. To lift steel into…

Duck, where?

Find a duck, frozen like a brick, thaw overnight, remove gibblets for later use add red potatoes, bake like a chicken, pheasant, cornish hen or other bird, insert orange, onion or other vegetable, fruit in vacated cavity, look for bird ties use shish ka bob skewers instead to hold the bird shut steam broccoli, over…

Math

After an unpleasant parent pick up from a not too pleasant ex and new girlfriend due to My Child being put in the middle and acting like a brat in the parking lot. I would like to ask you for help. Math help. Cross your fingers and lets do some algebra together. Not really algebra…

3am, not 4am, not 5am

Placate the gods Really, cause I have nothing better to do. Obviously, I have pissed off the insomnia gods. I should build a temple in my front yard Set it alight and hope the gods notice before the local fire department. Next month, I will try building a mud tower to placate the angry- pain,…

Mistakes

My mom had to get me out of the hospital. It was like the doctor (Dr. B) didn't speak the same kind of English I spoke last weekend and they were going to experiment with my medication indefinitely until I brought my mom in to threaten fire and brimstone to get me out of a…

Secrets

(Anger alert) Disclaimer: This blog is less than friendly, be warned. I was thinking in my haphazard way about how I thought adults should communicate honestly, with dignity about their feelings without intentionally hurting the person they fell out of love with. Honesty and emotions don't mix well, you might say. Or, of course emotions can…